AVG - Day 16

1) Skill is in seeing the subtle
When astonished - the mind stop and when the mind stops that's when you are in touch with the atma/paramatma... when your mind work - you are stuck in the world... It is in fear too that the mind stops and so also when you are in love that the mind and time stops...
see when you love somebody - you think for them for hours together and the mind and stopped and when you are "back" you realise how many hours passed.. you didn;t even know...
i see that happening - people waiting outside for hours together t meet me and i wonder - don;t their legs ache???
Whee there is faith and love - the mind stops... and when the mind stops -- we realize there is nothing other than ME.. that's when you can experience and feel the infinity in you.... in the form you experience the formless and in the formless there is form... foolish are those who say neither are in either... Skill is in seeing the subtle.

(i had this question in mind for the last few days and was specially strong after the interview he gave the media - and guruji told this during AG :))
guruji said - someone asked me today: How do you handle all problems? everyday 1000's of people come and ask you for solutions and tell you your problems (my wife is like this - my husband left me - my kids are not studying - i have this health problem - i am financially in need etc etc etc) how can you be in peace? how can you manage everything so eaily and not get irritated or troubled?
guruji answered saying - i find all this a play... everything that happens is "leela".... see someone shot a bullet - it was aimed at a stray dog - instead came here - neither the dog nor the person who got hit were injured! :)
Police came in for inspection and they look at everyone so unconcerned and smiling and not worried - they thought - "is all this true??? did a bullet even get fired???"" if we look at it from their view it is not wrong - it is not a small icident - but they they don;t understand the state we are in :)
when we have attained the highest we don;t feel the need for anything else - nothing worries you after that,..what else is needed then?? This is realization :)


2) Nothing is mine - and everything is mine
Janak understood this... and only who who realizes this can say it... it takes great understand to say both together,,,, one can easily say i have nothing... but it not easy to say both... but when you say both - then nothing will trouble you! :)
Janak was a king - he did not and could not renounce everything and walk away - he carried out all his duties and yet said this... without leaving your "dharma" you have to take on this path...
it's not just patients - even doctors die... now even doctors are depressed - we had a course in US where there were some 50 doctors and 100 patients and te teacher taking the course told me -"i dunno how you helped me in taking this course guruji - i could not make out who is the doctor and who is the patient here - doctors were worse than the patients" - depression has only one cure - yoga and meditation... our mind is like a black board - we have written and written and written on it so many times without erasing it ... it is time we do it... also we should not pressurize children to go on and on and on studying - it is often a mistake people do...